dear Lord

Forgive this simple soul
a sinner at best
unfit for any grueling test
lacking auspice
I am but a willing Judas
woe to the numb and dumb
for they are blinded to the kingdom come
make me mercy
before they come and take me

hey

hey little one
there are many drafts
many unfinished businesses
if i could finish them
then i could sleep like you,
little one
without ever waking up

It must be a real blessing to sleep without waking up.  No I am not talking about death, I'm talking about you.

day of innocence

Eight years ago she told me I was interesting, that if I were to write a book, she would definitely buy it.  Eight years later I am still trying to write that same book for her, so I can dedicate it to her, and seal our deal with my autograph inside our book.

I doubt we know each other anymore, but I'll never forget those words of innocence.

Perhaps one day you shall hold a book that belongs to us, even if you don't plan to read it.

it's nice

It's nice to know where you are going.  It's nice, on your way there, you see two little racoons.  It's nice, next to the racoons, there are two resting deer.  It's nice, that nobody at such a moment gives a damn about the deer.  It's nice, to be a deer.

Perhaps I should enjoy this kind of pleasantness more.  Perhaps more is always the answer.

It's nice to reach your destination, full of sentiments.

truism

Turns out, the people who love you don't really understand you, and the people who understand you don't really love you.